I need to rant

So, I applied to the Questbridge scholarship. basically, i'll get a full ride to a crazy school if I get it. Stanford, yale, princeton, mit, U Penn, northwestern, brown, and another one. it'd be crazy if i got it. It's kind of scary, though, to think that at this time, next year, I might be across the country. The last 4 colleges I listed are binding, which scares the sh!t out of me. Hopefully, all turns out well.